When now you are aware that you have been asleep, caught-up, un-aware, drinking, stuffing, now in recovery from drinking, enabling.... Now how do you find out who you really really are....methods, readings, ESH....Id like to here it all. Thank You....Oldergal
Don't Worry About Growing Old, It Is A Privilege For Some Of Us.....
i woke up because my stomach told me so, literally...then i listened more to my body and my instincts...i t was like i needed to scream STOOOOOOOOP...i was pushed and let me pushed and pushed myself that far that i couldn't go any further, break-down, battery low, burn out, call it whatever you like...it was a feeling...my innate feeling. so I thought it was time i started listening to ME again, not others, me me me,....so yes right now, it is alll about me, i start with me...i listen to ME...so much that the A in my life calls me f*** selfish...and i start taking that as a compliment and as a sign that things are changing, that I'm changing. I still feel guilty to hurt others or him, I still don't feel so much guilty that I let myself hurt so much .... but it's a start....in the country where I live, people say...slowly...eat slowly, walk slowly, go slowy...so i go..slowly, listening to me....guess what: i have more to say than i thought i had, surprise. And I like what i'm hearing.that's new, I'm falling in love, maybe, with Me,i will be back for others soon maybe, but for now, i take care of me.
go slowly it's time!
Meetings, the slogans, a sponsor and the Steps
In that order
The 12th Step promises that "having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps" That is what we are working toward